April 27, 2013
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Choice
UCSB / UC BERKELEY / UCLA
UCLA denial made me broke into a long tiring cry…Not knowing what to do
Headaches…falling apart…
Realizing how naive i am in front of reality…& knowing that how hard I try to have sth I wanted, I never have the chance to get that
4.0 GPA straight As what do you expect me to do more fcking Ucla?Santa Barbara was a very nice environment..n seems relaxing for ppl like me to not stress too much. Though 3 hours driving from LA, Beaches, sunshine, sea..weather I really loved. The major offers course what I wanted.
Berkeley does have a big name in HK, n my parents are so happy for that…but I applied film n media studies which I don’t really like n trying to change major maybe, or declare art as my minor. 6 hours from LA n the weather mostly cold and cloudy. But uc Berkeley is beautiful.
Choices….*sigh*
Sleep n rest more before I could decide
And finish several projects for next week.Maybe try to refresh myself by eating sushi n indulge in reading books, or watch a movie.
Luk yuen Ming: add oil even though its just one exam orz…don’t over pressurized yourself comparing to me, reading 80+ pages a day n didn’t slp for 3 consecutive days. You will be fine. As you said be a man, do what a man should do. You should handle much better than me.
I cried the whole day…
Eyes are stinging …
Skins are irritating n sensitive …
Headaches are bothering…
第一次喊到塊面都腫哂同敏感…God I’m so lost n not knowing what you want me to do..here I pray for you to guide me and letting me to know the purpose of all these happenings.
