April 1, 2011

  • extraterrestrial

    finding a person you love,

    is also finding a person who shares the weirdness.

    luckily, we shared the weirdness

    and that's why we can communicate.

    and the way we express love is always our unique code.

    only you can read my thoughts, not even my best friends, 

    or any of my family members.

    your existence also proved my existence.

     

    I'm glad that we knew each other.

    though our relationship isn't bigger than twilight,

    but we both know that we are perfectly suitable to each other.

    even i know it would be lonely for not sharing to others,

    but I'd rather keep it to myself.

    cuz I know I am a complicated person,

    i don't even want other people to bother me

    when they don't even spend the time to know me,

    or even being picky on me. 

     

    i am not trying to hide myself or being dishonest.

    it's just that I wanted to keep a distance,

    cuz i truly know people are not strong enough

    to realize the truth of themselves.

    And i didn't want to intentionally hurt them.

    but sometimes, things just go worse.

    people will just misunderstand me 

    and think that i am a pretentious person.

    but whatever, there's nothing else can do,

    even for an explanation, not much use at all.