March 10, 2013

• Reply to my love

  Letter: To My Love

  To My friend My sister My love My family – Ella Chung#LoVe_ChRoNiClE_05:

  First of all~ I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE MY FEMALE LOVER FOREVER! 

  The things you wrote on my wall shocked me. 
  Your tears woke me up.
  Not that I don’t want to reply you in anyway.
  I couldn’t find a way to express it.
  No matter how hard I was trying to hide it,
  you always pick up the real me.
  For a moment after what everything happened,
  I thought I will never have the strength to stand up anymore.
  When my world broke apart, you came out and lifted me up gently.
  I love you so much all the time but I have never expected
  anyone would worry about me that much.
  No, thats why I was so shocked
  when I heard you were so upset and cried because of me. 

  I have came to england for so many years
  but I have never ever told anyone how I truly felt.
  In fact, I felt lonely and sad.
  Never actually been happy for once in here.
  I didn’t want to tell anyone to make them worry.
  That was unnecessary. It sounds really stupid but somehow
  I thought finding a partner would smooth some of the pain.
  I guess this is the reason why I look so desperate to find the right one. 

  Actually I summarised all these from last two weeks.
  I have lost my way for being me all these time.
  You woke me up. Your tears, your gentle woke me up.
  You torn my wrong concept. My world start to bright again.
  This is quit unbelievable that I am in England
  and you are all the way in LA.
  We are so far away from each other
  but you make me feel so close and warm.
  Just a simple few words, you make me realised that
  I was being loved all these time.
  For the first time, I feel like I am not alone anymore.
  My eyes had been too focus on some shits
  and missed out so many good stuffs.
  You healed me i guess.
  Jumped out of nowhere like always
  and give me this huge wake up alarm.
  But I am thankful. Really thankful!
  Thank you lord!and Thank you you!
  I can’t really imagine how life is without you!
  I love you all the time!!! 
  Now that I am awake now,
  I just want to treasure my life,
  treasure my love ones and
  treasure everything that I have missed out.
  You are always the bright light in my life. 

   

  Do you still remember this? 

   

  Bruno Mars 

  Count On Me

  If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
  I’ll sail the world to find you
  If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can’t see
  I’ll be the light to guide you

  Find out what we’re made of
  When we are called to help our friends in need

  You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
  I’ll be there
  And I know when I need it
  I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
  And you’ll be there
  ’cause that’s what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
  ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

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  @loving_venuslwt 

  After reading your entry,
  I still can’t find the right words to say.
  I still cry whenever I read it.
  probably I’m also shocked that how important 
  you think of me to you. 
  I never think of myself being important or what. 
  I just treat you as my lifetime best friend as always.
  Never a second thought of you being my best friend.
  because you are the first friend that firmly believe me.
  You allowed me to be me when I’m around you,
  because you are always honest with me.
  No matter how many fights we had,
  I still feel that I love you and truly believe in you.

  When you told me you break up with him,
  I can sense that you were depress,
  even you didn’t talk much about it. 
  As you took my advice to find anthony,
  and stay at his apartment,
  I’m glad you did this.
  Thankful anthony did treat you well.
  What I heard from him,
  is that you cried for hours 
  and being so skinny these days.
  I know you’ve been hiding these pains,
  but I am glad that you have places to 
  run out your tears. 

  You may not remember this,
  but you cried once I hugged you in MTR. 
  I remembered your face clearly,
  crying and shaking while I’m holding you.
  (actually you cried many times in front of me.)
  That is why I know how painful you would be.
  I feel so bad that I can’t be beside you. 
  You always pretend to be strong and cheerful,
  but you are so much weaker and real when you cry.

  I know I can’t be beside you.
  But I know how you feel. 
  Whatever you had felt, I always feel the same.
  The loneliness and sadness you had experienced,
  it may not be the same situation,
  but I know loneliness and sadness well. 
  I also keep them to myself and 
  not wanting people to worry. 
  I am not really happy at all 
  when I first came to LA too.
  But I don’t want to talk about it
  and make someone worry,
  it’s too unnecessary for me.

  You may not know,
  but I always pray for you.
  And I always feel the same thing you feel,
  whenever and wherever we are.
  ( I don’t know why but I always know that)
  Knowing you is like seeing myself in reflection. 
  So babe, be sure to take care of yourself. 
  I know we can do it, no matter how far we are,
  as we are always link to each other. 

   ->

  Dear Friend // Stacie Orrico

  What’s on your mind
  You don’t laugh the way you used to
  But I’ve noticed how you cry
  Dear friend I feel so helpless
  I see you sit in silence
  As you face new pain each day
  I feel there’s nothing I can do
  I know you don’t feel pretty
  Even though you are
  But it wasn’t your beauty
  That found truth in my heart

  Dear friend you are so precious
  Dear friend

  Dear friend
  I’m here for you
  I know that you don’t talk too much
  But we can share this day anew
  Dear friend
  Please don’t feel like you’re alone
  There is someone who is praying 
  Praying for your piece of mind
  Hoping joy is what you find

  I know you don’t feel weak
  Even though you are
  But it wasn’t your strength 
  That found room in my heart

  Dear friend
  You are so precious
  Dear friend

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