好想花心思打好xanga
好想打一篇超越時空愛情
好想花心思整一個自己的fashionblog
好想睇雜誌睇fashion
好想睇小說
好想睇電影
好想和朋友出外

但…

就是有心無力 分不到身 

有很多事都要做 

卻做不到自己想做的事

唯有等吧 應該還不是時候

暫且擱置一下吧…

今天和你吵架
但幸好我們都愛對方
都不想繼續和對方吵架
因為我們都好清楚對方在心中的位置
我和你都不想失去大家
好像傷害對方的話其實在傷害自己…
你和我太像…
就是因為想對方明白可能會吵架
就是因為太為對方著想不想錯下去
我明白的…我都愛你我的好友
期盼下一次的見面 

I've seen my cousin James using it all the time...
it's called Pandora Radio - internet radio for your favorite songs.
I really like it since I am a song-lover!
So I don't have to search for songs and can listen something new.

Adele - turning tables
Switchfoot - dare you to move
Falling Up-Exhibition
The Afters - Beautiful love 
tenth avenue north- hold my heart
Mikeschair - let the waters rise
Skillet-One day too late
Grace Potter & the Nocturnals - Apologies
Colbie Caillat - Magic
 

it would be a busy semester
but who really cares?
I start off really tiring
but i will hold on so I can go on
i, too, don't know how it would be
but i know if i don't continue
i might not have the chance to find it out
who I really am

Where do my smiles live?
It is where our memories keep.
I can't stop ginning when I thought about you.
Those smiles are just like symbol of can't live without you.
I finally understand how a blessing smile should be.
I found it because it is in you, my love.
You are crazy gentle when you kiss
that make me don't wanna stop.
Wake me up with your lips,
and make me sleep with your kiss.
I really need your warm embrace,where I found my place.
I wish I could be in your arms forever.Everyday I miss you,
Everyday I love you.
You're the one and only.

Beautiful Love: 

finally a day i could kind of rest a bit
but there is no time for me to contemplate 
i wish i could but it would be too late
i wish i could reply someone's message
because i think that not replying message is brutal behavior
but forgive me for insufficient time 

i tolerate myself from my parents from myself
i did not blame anyone no more 
just sometimes i found that i could live simpler life
but somehow i have to meet my parents expectation
then things just became more complicated
when they read or listen something they don't like
they won't listen to you patiently and will jump to conclusion
there's nothing i can do, it's like i am living under their money
and i had to listen to them for everything
i know i care for them too much that really hurts myself
i understand there is no need or even incapable parents to know me
because they never in my life listen to me even once
i am not exaggerating i did try but i always cant find the right timing
it's okay i've been alone and i already forgotten about it

life goes on right? it's unlikely that things happen all the time
i will be fine i will be okay

it's just i can't find the balance between myself and others
should i care myself more and be a little selfish?
i really had enough of caring too much of others
when they just stab your back and pierce my heart
it is too much. 

心事？ 可以吃的嗎？

只是想你全心全意愛我 有那麼難嗎？

人只有一生 為何你還要猶豫？

請不要把我們經過時間考驗的感情拿作賭注

我輸不起 你的自私 你的不顧

因為我是在拿自己作賭注 

在你身上 我押上我的一生 我的愛 我的所有

如果你明白什麼是一無所有 可否憐愛我？

明明我們的愛應該近得可結合一起

卻只要有一個人在 心遠得我不可以理解你想什麼

什麼時候你才明白 當我真的轉身 我永遠都不回來

不是我不想不回來 而是我不能

我不想再忍受 明明說好要一起 你卻不珍惜

明明說好不會擾亂我的情緒 但轉身已經讓我不安

真的是因為我不相信你嗎？

還是你在我心裡的紀錄太負面？

是因為我太可信 太安全 你沒必要緊張嗎？

人就是不到最後都不會明白什麼是重要

所以才會總是錯失 然後只懂得流下不會挽回的眼淚

So here we are so close yet so far haven't I passed the test 
When will you realise baby I'm not like the rest. 

Don't wanna break your heart wanna give your heart a break 
I know you're scared it's wrong like you might make a mistake 
There's just one life to live and aint no time to waste 

比起以前更加想念你
每想起我們甜蜜的時刻都想哭
好想好想回家 好想回到你的擁抱
在這裡感到無能為力 太掛念你
我覺得分開我和你是最殘忍的
不敢哭因為每天都要堅持著
這學期沒有比以前容易
不是因為課程難
是因為很難去拿到我想要的班
而且每天的堂都是隔三個小時
我可以做什麼？逼我想你嗎？

好想感覺你所感覺 才覺得我不是一個人
想看你愛看的節目 想聽你愛聽的音樂
我愛你 我想和你融在一起
在那天 我才可以嫁給你？
每天都增加愛你的重量
每天都渴望和你相擁接吻的一刻
很想你無時無刻在我身邊

就算有多美麗的世界 沒有你的世界總是不完整

[+]希望你知道我在想什麼 會考慮到我會有很多憂慮
我不是要逼你留在家陪我 但至少讓我安心
不要做一些事情讓我緊張 例如找她什麼的
我是非常介意 不要說我太敏感
因為我不是亂呷醋的 我清楚自己的底線
但就算多次告訴你 你也好像聽不入耳似的…
每當我認為你是我的結婚的對象時候
你總是會無意的讓我感到不安…

回來香港的一個月 每天都有節目 排得密密麻麻
雖然是做了一個不孝女 但我感謝有一個家
一個疼愛我的家 和我一起經歷人生的事無大小
一班珍惜我的朋友 和我一起活著去享受生活
朋友可能沒有好不好 只是看你在他們的心中價值
很慶幸我在幾個人心中的價值依然存在著
今天令我快樂的你們 很多謝 我會珍惜你們

見到很久都沒見的libson
次次都撐場的wwk
很有義氣的魚魚
總是從遠處來的吹
多晚都來又可靠的ruby
還有我很愛很愛的老公

太開心了 開心得睡不著 失眠
不想離開這裡 這裡始終是我的家

老公每天都陪著我
我發覺我一次又一次感受到
我對他的愛
多得想哭
愈來愈想嫁給你
愈來愈只想待在你的擁抱中
thanks for being my life partner
愛情不是盲目 只是看到更多你愛的人的可愛

If you were a bird, then I'd be a tree
And you would come home, my darling to me
If you were asleep, then I'd be a dream
Wherever you are, that's where my heart will be

Oh, do you know we belong together?
Oh, do you know my heart is Yours?

<JJ Heller - When I'm with you>

my style my life ...

music - country/pop/rock/electro

clothes - simple & featured

environment - cleanliness & white

readings - soul & realistic 

我要做個有生活品味人！唔係潮人！

MAH_AIM:

(WORK+PLAY) X HARD

DARE TO RISK & CHANGE

...BECOME MORE OF MY STYLE!

LIFESTYLE
style is not just a fashion style 
style is a kind of life 
a kind of life that represents you
a kind of life that you find meaning
a kind of life how you treat yourself 
a kind of life how you can live as alive

it doesn't have to be costly Chanel cosmetics, 
it doesn't have to be any famous brand of bags,
but it does have to be you. 

ENJOY埋呢兩個禮拜 乖乖返學去拼命 T^T 
-fckme ._.

我只想你知 我只不過是low key
躲在暗淡的背景 藏在你的背影
只得一線光 勾出那隱約的輪廓
心中也有一邊照不到的一角
潛在我們的意識下最深

一個人會不會被代替 不是因為她或他的變化

只是你對那個人的感受有沒有變化

男人什麼時候才會比女人成熟？

什麼時候才會懂得分辨那個女人是真心為他好？

什麼時候才會懂得遠離對他有傷害的人？

還是你們喜歡犯賤，愛上壞女人？

落力為你好，卻得不到分數，

就算再壞再好，地位也不夠藏在你心中的人高。

Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

-september by daughtry 

返黎岩岩好8日
見到好多想見既人

18－
岩岩落機 成個人舒服哂
冇點jetlag 哈哈
老公陪我訓
見到媽媽瘦左2個圈！
妹妹就肥左～
去機場酒店食buffet
可能仲未好返
又要再吸支inhaler

19－
同老公去the one
見妹妹個男朋友同妹妹
飲下野咁 明明話唔緊張個兩個
在場係最緊張 老公同阿妹真係…
冇咩野 同妹妹講 現時讀好書先
唔係反對 只係讀書緊要
夜晚開始攰 但係都要頂
之後去見家長 見老公爸媽妹姑姐
幾好呀 又唔係特別緊張
同妹妹都幾好傾呀

20－
終於有日抖下 同老公訓到晏一晏

21－
好多野做既一日
11點比venuslai嘈醒
跟住去太子食譚仔麵
食完去joe到剪頭髮剪到短一短！
大變化！但係唔覺得睇唔慣
幾清爽呀成個小丸子咁*W*
venuslai係咁話我似返個人-_-
有返d眼耳口鼻-,-
同venuslai行下街 行行下夠鐘
見sinyee 3個人行真係好難行-_-
不過都同sinyee傾左好多計
恭喜你啦終於有拖仲要打算係longterm
都好開心因為令我諗起好多以前三育既野
真係講左好多好多 好希望再有下次！:)
食左個義順既雙皮奶 同芝士蛋冶 好味 x)
冇食飯就走左去同老公家人食飯
見下佢既公公媽妹舅父舅母 
公公個樣lum死:)攬佢個陣
食完去左搵sallylam
因為一開whatsapp grp chat
個個不停講野 震死-0- 
講講下就去左搵sally
諗住去chocolate clubbing
但係等左好耐先行得個一步
所以放棄左去飲酒同佢地試水煙
佢地話未試過喎 點知去到見到cpp
原來佢係到做野-w-去到已經last order
就同janice sallylam joycelau 老公一齊
成班友係到講joannyeung同ponylau lol
笑死我 試左提子味hookah 都係peach好味－w－
個日好似點左個bellin都幾好飲 同埋beer combo
個陣已經開始攰到傻 點知去左7仔食宵夜行行下-w-
飲smirkoff 冇酒味架囉-,- 下次飲vodka算
然後頂唔順打的同老公返屋企訓
 
22－
做冬！食盤菜！

23－
去媽公司christmas party！
見到同事、表姐哥，個個都話我瘦左-,-
其實係肥左…跟住老公比左surprise我！
佢買左我好想買既toms leopard shoes！
ugg既耳套好暖！同埋暖既leopard leggings！
樣樣都中意只係個leggings太窄＝w＝
哈哈去左試 成身leopard lol x)
跟住同venuslai去行街
佢以為今日同成班人去clubbing
…唉 又唔知幾難約d人…最後緊係冇啦
所以就去左kln bay行街冇去到tst
一路行一路就見住佢同人whatsapp…
都算啦 都慣左佢重色輕友
佢係好朋友 同我夾 但係好難講心事
講親都係佢d男朋友s…唉…
所以我冇理佢照去行街 
唉 真係…fcuk me

講真 識左咁耐 佢都係咁重色輕友
今晚係有點唔開心 不過算…
今個聖誕連party都搞唔成…
唉 一係開工一係考試…
有d後悔返左黎…真心 灰左
就算見到個final grade全a又點？
係咪真係咁快關係疏離？
唔想話佢地因為我明白…
what the fcuk i am here for?
可能自己搵私人時間 自己靜下算
我唔想自己一個 但係逼不得已
既然一齊咁辛苦 我自己一個人夠了

anyway still pray for LSP for his birthday <3

i will be fine.

i will rock the christmas night even its only me.

dye my hair, get dress up for clubbing,

put on some make up and screw life.  

fckme`