Everything in White!

Bridal veil: sheer body, solid end

Venue: White Church/ beaches

Makeup: Make my own bridal makeup 

 

Music: 

~Beautiful in White - Shane Filan
~A Thousand years - Christina Perri

 

listening to fauxliage - let it go
my heart is hardened when I think of you
I taste nothing in the food
I was tortured by missing you

Whenever I think of what you've done for me,
I break into tears,
living like missing something important

I really missed you, 
longing for your voice,
your hug, and your comfort. 

Wanted to let you know how important you are,
especially when I realized from your leaving. 

Finally realized why God place you beside me,
taking good care of me when my parents aren't here,
and those days had become my precious memories.

Eating food that can't be find anywhere but from you,
had me companied when my parents aren't here,
and trying to put me to sleep before you go to sleep,
even keeping my room clean and tidied up.
you take good care of me that I am so thankful for.

Sometimes, when my parents don't understand me,
you are always there to comfort me.

Whenever it is my birthday,
you are always there to give me presents, 
and your blessings. 

You are always in my life,
company me to grow up,
worry about me and care me, 
just like what I wanted for as a mother.

Now, I had lost your protection, 
I take good care of myself, 
I seize my days and every moments,
I pray to be thankful to God,
I study to my best,
I cherish my blessings
I am alright, I had him companied,
so you don't have to worry about me.

No matter, if you return or not,
I will always have you in my heart. 

How are you?
Como esta mi mama?
Enjoying your moments with your family?
Have you keep the album I had given to you?
I really wish I could still have a chance to see you.

To my dear Gil

在家中的樣子…

我就黎癲喇！...
好煩呀！…

落左機再上返機 上返機又落過機

美國返香港一日 第日又飛去英國

個9日雖然住既環境還可以 但係過得開心

 

BRISTOL

19 - 另一個anthony車返去UWE 留家休息 同狗仔玩 
      食老公整既beef wellington同scallops
      飲moet chandon's grand vintage

20 - breakfast: egg Benedict
      went carbot circus 
      christmas market 
      whittard buy tea
     zizzi- italian cruise dinner

21 - carbot circus
       christmas market 
       park street 
       went nearby the harbor 

LONDON

22 - Westfield 
       Wagamama lunch 
      tried moet chandon rose 

23 - harrods 
     caffe concerto tea time 
     hyde park
     Winter Wonderland!
     rid on roller coaster wf LYM XD 
     funny to hear you scream 
     Pilot restaurant very traditional sunday meal
     Drank moet 

24 - knightsbridge - harrods, laduree, souvenirs 
      covent garden
      st. paul cathedral
      tower bridge
      westminster
      Big Ben
      London Eye
      Trafalgar Square
      Leicester Square 
      Piccadilly Circus 
      Regent St. ~ Oxford Circus 

25  - stay at LYM's cousin home
        Christmas party! and Christmas meal 
        turkey! & christmas pudding (ew..)

26 - harrods (again -_-) 
      only bought clinique set @@ half price $$

27 - going back to Bristol 
      missed coach ....
      luckily can go home by railway 
      sing K with anthony, anthony, samantha and salt fish!
      shame of myself cuz they sang too good....
      happy day!

28 - bristol airport fly back to HK via Paris

 

HONG KONG

29 - arrive HK by 3pm 

30 - 恆表哥結婚

31 - Ms Shek 結婚
       sing K (wing、iris、寶、wwk、吹、jimmy、絲絲）
       countdown 尖咀海旁同 絲絲、寶、吹、wwk！
      今年煙花好弱雞… 完左無爆到去天上面-_-...

 

NEW YEAR!

1 - Langham Hotel buffet with Harriet's family 

2 - free

3 - meet Vicki (cancelled)

4 - meet lawrence 

5 - meet thea 

6 - free 

7 - meet Vicki (reorganized)

8 - meet Tingyi (?) evening: Luk's family 

9 - meet Kenny 

10 - sushi day with brothers (wwk, chui, chingyu) 

11 - gathering 6C

12 - free

13 - free

14 - free

15 - Date Harriet 

...

19 - 禮賢表哥結婚

 

由美國返黎之後忙到傻左－口－
返到香港竟然會病左…ORZ...
明明美國同英國仲凍…

係paris charles de gaul 機場
悶既時候，成日都會睇
Nick Vujicic - life with no limits  
真係好好睇！guide到我可以做咩！
睇完總會覺得個心好peaceful and calm 
love him!

 

WISH EVERYONE HAPPY NEW YEAR!

GONNA HAVE AN AWESOME NEW YEAR!

NEW LIFE ! FRESH START! NEW WAY TO LOVE!

CONTINUE TO DO THINGS WE LOVE!  

XOXO

THANK GOD I AM DONE WITH FINALS!

DEC/18 HK

DEC/19 UK

DEC/29 HK

FEB/2 US

我最麻煩的習慣 

就是想得太多了

 

我這個煩惱只不過是沙漠中的沙

明明知道世界好不容易創造了生命

明明知道地球是唯一有生命的星球

明明知道我們都不及銀河系的十分之一

明明知道我們認為最大的太陽還有更大更多的太陽

明明知道現時的陽光都是百億光年前才來到我們的皮膚上

明明知道很多星球都比我們存生更久的時間

明明知道我們在時間的流沙只是億分之一

明明知道我們的銀河系仍在擴大再擴大

明明知道我們的生命脆弱到隨時都會被奪走

明明知道我們自身對黑洞都做不了什麼

明明知道我們對自身的知識都只是有限

明明知道很多人都比我這煩惱有更煩的事

 

這些都顯得我們人類太緲小

這些都顯得我們太過幸福

在那麼多的巧合之下我們存在了

而我仍在考慮自身的煩惱

應該還有更多更重要的事要煩

應該去明白自身的價值何在

我們的生命是何等的奇蹟

 

今天吃了coldstone雪糕，

就當是和妹妹慶祝我和男友7年的拍拖紀念。

吃了之後，得了肥的罪名，哈哈。

所以之後我跟妹妹說要她教我跳健康舞。

跳完之後，整個人都好像透心涼的感覺，

整個人都放鬆很多，感覺到自己的活力，

感覺到自己總是在微笑，感覺到自己得到愛。

 

對，這是我，當我開心的時候。

我可以很有自信和每一個人擁抱，

我可以愛得狂熱起來連呼吸都忘了，

我可以粗心得像個可愛孩子，

我可以堅強到什麼都不會怕，

我可以每分鐘都開懷大笑，

我可以給你沒有見過的「甜笑」，

我可以聽笑話笑點很低，

我可以狂歡到吻每一個人的臉，

我可以很有幽默感，

我可以像乖孩子很粘人，

我會很白痴地大眾跳舞令你無奈，

我會不知不覺地唱歌、自言自語，

我會不停地跳舞，因為真的很喜歡。

我可以很搞怪、很瘋狂，

我可以什麼時候都想玩，

我可以驚奇得令人驚訝，

我可以很會撒嬌連自己都害羞，

我可以很溫柔得令人想哭。

 

當我傷心的時候，

總是想躲起一個人傷心，

不想連累其他人，把門閉得緊緊，

逃避不和所有人說話、連見面都不想，

但會找一個人對自己很重要的人哭。

可以為很多事情軟弱，不停地哭，

哭得透不過氣，直至眼神沒有了焦點。

不懂得怎樣去笑，過活得就像行屍走肉，

什麼都不吃，什麼都不想做，什麼都麻木，

總希望自己可以沒有感情不需承受痛苦，

亦有可能哭到大街上連陌生人都心酸。

我會憎恨自己，沮喪到想一走了之，捨棄生命。

最想要的是一個人的擁抱、陪我，

當我是一個小孩子般哄，對我要溫柔。

跟你哭了、抱了、吻了、說了之後，

在心裡跟自己掙扎一番後自我治療，

再出來用微笑面對人。

 

我不開心的時候，

我會什麼都想逃避但又想面對，

我會自卑起來自己是世界的多餘，

我會冷淡起來對方的存在都可忽略不計，

我會軟弱起來連個決定都要問別人，

我會鬧彆扭起來不知不覺做一些傷害人的事。

我是一個很倔強，很白痴的人。

很多時都想對方要先站出來，

跟自己坦白，然後我才會跟你坦白。

我不是冷血的人，只是口硬心軟的人，

即使很喜歡你，很想聽你的聲音，

我會忍著不打電話給你，

又或者說一些難聽的說話逼你，

但明明這時候我是非常難受的。

 

這些都是我未曾說過的我。

Be inspired.

Be optimistic.

Be loving. 

Be smiling.

Be enchanting.

Be moved.

Be emotional.

Be yourself.

 

Be inspiring to people so they can be blessed.

Be grateful no matter how many ups and downs. 

Be the love in the air and carry deep in your heart.

Be cheerful and express yourself best with a smile.

Be enchanting and love everything of yourself.

Be moved by tears and laughters. 

Be emotional to taste your life's bitter-sweetness.

Be more than who you are.

 

I love you and I want you, too, be happy. 

Yes, it is you. Don't look around,

because you deserve it, truly. 

Life goes on,

no matter how many things have gone wrong, 

and we are strong to move along. 

Happy 7th anniversary !!!!!!!
Thank you for loving me for long time.
No matter how our future would be,
My love for you still remains.
Thank you for taking good care of me.
This is how I show my love for you
Hahahaha